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This is one of those times that I laugh to all my optimistic ideas, that I cry listening to a blackmetal song. Because I feel tired of fighting to get what I want. It makes no sense acting like this world is a easy place to live in, it's really complicated, the world won't give you all you want no matter what you do.

And when I think this is all because I am sick now & my body is weak .... . Nothing is real in this world ... Nothing man.

There are 2 songs I recommend for making love:
Royksopp - In Space
Royksopp - She's So 

Peter Said: World does not exist, the world is what we think it is. Everything we see and hear is our brains illusion, The rest is real.
He also said: Anything that improves life is good.

The fact that I don't want anything more than what I deserve, give me the strength to get all I deserve.

I want to dance to that deep beat, I wanna do it with small moves. I want to see myself when the beat changes. Because it's all about getting you into a beat, into a rhythm and then change it.

Simple but ignored

If I want someone to believe something, I should first believe it myself.

It's all about getting you into a rhythm and then change it.

Deeper & deeper.

Believe it or not it is happening every second, yes I mean the impossible.

Listening to Drum&Bass is like listening to a speech on philosophy for me,
I really take notes.

Stablishing

These words sound kinda funny to me lately:
Ever, Forever, Never, Everafter ...
Note: That doesn't mean I'm not gonna use them again.

I want them all, maybe that's why I can't get one.

It happens when the speed of your life reaches the speed of your mind.

I can't understand what is good about Orkut.

Choosing

There was a deep silence, everybody was waiting for something to happen....

Long lost to where no pathway goes.

"You" does not concern you, "you" is flying over my head. Actually there must be at least one for each person.
Note: More than one is a little bit disturbing.

Acting like everything is alright,
Acting like there's not a damn right thing in the world,
Acting like you can do everything,
Acting like you can't do anything,
Acting like nobody loves you,
Acting like everybody loves you,
Acting like you don't care,
Acting ...
Reacting ....