Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Reality Sucks

Human being is designed to be miserable. Social life is like that. There is no way to get out of this misery but misusing other's or your own misery. Misery loves company. But life still can be fun, cause we forget, we get busy with other stuff and we have the ability not to think about disappointments and I want to go to Dubai and by an ipod, who gives a fuck about reality.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Acid Lessons

- Nature is full of patterns, you may say nature is patterns. It is funny how we ignore nature, these colors, structures and logic.
- every moment has its own spirit. Trying to find a known feeling in a new moment is loosing "NOW". It again goes back to the concept of PROGRESSION.
Human being is THE lonely creature in this world.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Doing Acid is to know more about yourself not about the acid.
Finally on ACID, in fact some days ago, on May 20.
It was good, well it was not a powerful one but it was enough. I'm sure this is the only thing I would take from now on. No amphetamine anymore, not that I was into anything so deep but I'm getting more concerned about what I do and how I spend my time. Acid was clean, deep, new and fun.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

I don't belong to groups, I belong to bilateral relationships. Groups are about interests but you may save relationships from falling to that.
.... or every relationship is about interests, somewhere it is about having somebody to borrow money from or go out with, in some cases it's about having somebody to talk to.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Don't ever doubt it, somethings should not be put into words, words are from our world, thoughts are from another.
We are being the target of a lot of well designed propaganda everyday. That makes it hard to find the way, we need to have our own propaganda. My weblog is the propaganda I think I need.
Wake up dreamer,
It's happening without you.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

"What is about it that people think it's so evil .... Because they're afraid that there is more to reality than what they have confronted, because there are doors that they are afraid to go in, and they don't want us to go in .. Because if we go in we might learn something that they don't know .. and that make us a little out of control."

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

A rebel.
I have realized that my profession is to know and to see and to hear, not to do or to speak. I know it's a lazy approach.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

I let my unconscious function, then I look at the result as a fact, I theorize it, then I test it. Some of these theories have been there for a long time and I have no fixed answer yet.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

It is fun to live as long as it is possible to look back at your past with the knowledge of today and think ... Well, you first should be able to do that.