Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I write here periodically and once in a while it has a pick. You can not imagine how much these periods represent different phases of my life especially emotional changes that I go through.
There are realities that you would wish they were jokes ... This I think is familiar and happens to everybody, but there are jokes which you wish they were real ... And there's nothing fun about it.

Sunday, July 23, 2006


First the speed: well it can have a range, a wide range. Just not too fast and not too slow.
Then you should add something in it to keep you moving, let's call it the Groove.
Then it goes on and on and repeat itself .... No progression can last forever, but it gives you the feeling of eternity.
I always thought that there is something, another concept behind this repetition. A concept that makes it so enjoyable and yes .... It makes you feel eternal ... It makes you eternal but for a short period. If everything goes well that short period will be erased fr ...

Saturday, July 22, 2006


Following the situation in Lebanon and Palestine I realized that there is a little morality in the way I see the world. It's not that unexpected as all I read and think is politics. It's a horrible world where a lot of forces are fighting only for survival, no morality can be expected. A polarized world where everything is black and white.
After all I have no motive to inject a bit of morality in the way I see the politics of the world. It is an all-out fight to get more or to keep what you have. The way I see, it's a violent game which I follow and it's interesting as long as I don't care. I don't care as long as I'm sure I can't affect.
I'm getting fat and it has happened very fast. I think I'm in a moment in life that I have to choose to either become a fat ugly man or a thin guy who eats less and does some exercise once in a while. As they say it can become an opportunity or a threat.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Oh my goddes!!
The music of Anger, Resistance and Objection.