Monday, December 25, 2006


You don't ask for answers ... you produce the answers
A place where faith is the main motivation
You can have whatever you want
Just be careful what you want.
Doubt ... Cautiousness
Obsession ... Attention

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

From another planet
It is actually an old piece which were not posted at the time of its creation due to security reasons:

Now the fucking world led me to test love,
I thought ok, what if I do whatever you do
not a full war... just a bit of being unreasonable
a touch of disrespect with a taste of indifference.
It's me here want to cry for what I'm doing to love
but I just want to make sure what is going on, this is where I have always surrendered
Where I have decided that I don't wanna know and I don't want to have it.
What looks like a man with a plan, is a man with a thousand doubts.
And god, she is on the side of those with patience.

Monday, November 27, 2006

We can't stop the rain, let's find a place by the fire.
High and low and everything in between.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

I see no light, but I know there is light.

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Confused People

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Playing to win, not interested in the rewards.
I want to be naked

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I write here periodically and once in a while it has a pick. You can not imagine how much these periods represent different phases of my life especially emotional changes that I go through.
There are realities that you would wish they were jokes ... This I think is familiar and happens to everybody, but there are jokes which you wish they were real ... And there's nothing fun about it.

Sunday, July 23, 2006


First the speed: well it can have a range, a wide range. Just not too fast and not too slow.
Then you should add something in it to keep you moving, let's call it the Groove.
Then it goes on and on and repeat itself .... No progression can last forever, but it gives you the feeling of eternity.
I always thought that there is something, another concept behind this repetition. A concept that makes it so enjoyable and yes .... It makes you feel eternal ... It makes you eternal but for a short period. If everything goes well that short period will be erased fr ...

Saturday, July 22, 2006


Following the situation in Lebanon and Palestine I realized that there is a little morality in the way I see the world. It's not that unexpected as all I read and think is politics. It's a horrible world where a lot of forces are fighting only for survival, no morality can be expected. A polarized world where everything is black and white.
After all I have no motive to inject a bit of morality in the way I see the politics of the world. It is an all-out fight to get more or to keep what you have. The way I see, it's a violent game which I follow and it's interesting as long as I don't care. I don't care as long as I'm sure I can't affect.
I'm getting fat and it has happened very fast. I think I'm in a moment in life that I have to choose to either become a fat ugly man or a thin guy who eats less and does some exercise once in a while. As they say it can become an opportunity or a threat.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Oh my goddes!!
The music of Anger, Resistance and Objection.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

When things start to go wrong
Completely against your feelings
Totally not what you wanted to happen
You lose control
You don't know why and you think you can not do anything to fix it.
You start to doubt everything... Love, honesty, friendship, yourself and ... .
It's hard to keep the balance between pleasing who love and pleasing yourself,
It's hard to decide when you should defend yourself and when keep quiet.
You think you had to do it, you think enough is enough.
Intelligence is not to know, is how to handle what you know,
When I forgot how to defend myself with silence,
When I forgot relationships are about sacrifice.
When talk is cheap.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Artists of the world have performed - and still are performing the vocals through all possibilities of tone, intonation and strength. One of the major weaknesses of Persian singers was sticking to the standards that were accepted by the public; they didn't dare to discover new ways. I have the feeling that it is changing although they are at the beginning.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

It is definitely a lot more difficult for those who know.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

This lovely man-made creation, headphone. I really enjoy listening to music by earphones. When I do that walking home from work in Zafar and Jordan and especially when I listen to something psychedelic, it's like watching a clip, sometimes it's like playing in a clip; the clip of your favorite song.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Nothing lasts ...... But nothing is lost.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I'd like to live forever. But only for a little while.