Progression

First the speed: well it can have a range, a wide range. Just not too fast and not too slow.
Then you should add something in it to keep you moving, let's call it the Groove.
Then it goes on and on and repeat itself .... No progression can last forever, but it gives you the feeling of eternity.
I always thought that there is something, another concept behind this repetition. A concept that makes it so enjoyable and yes .... It makes you feel eternal ... It makes you eternal but for a short period. If everything goes well that short period will be erased fr ...

Morality

Following the situation in Lebanon and Palestine I realized that there is a little morality in the way I see the world. It's not that unexpected as all I read and think is politics. It's a horrible world where a lot of forces are fighting only for survival, no morality can be expected. A polarized world where everything is black and white.
After all I have no motive to inject a bit of morality in the way I see the politics of the world. It is an all-out fight to get more or to keep what you have. The way I see, it's a violent game which I follow and it's interesting as long as I don't care. I don't care as long as I'm sure I can't affect.

I'm getting fat and it has happened very fast. I think I'm in a moment in life that I have to choose to either become a fat ugly man or a thin guy who eats less and does some exercise once in a while. As they say it can become an opportunity or a threat.

Oh my goddes!!

The music of Anger, Resistance and Objection.

When things start to go wrong
Completely against your feelings
Totally not what you wanted to happen
You lose control
You don't know why and you think you can not do anything to fix it.
You start to doubt everything... Love, honesty, friendship, yourself and ... .
It's hard to keep the balance between pleasing who love and pleasing yourself,
It's hard to decide when you should defend yourself and when keep quiet.
You think you had to do it, you think enough is enough.
Intelligence is not to know, is how to handle what you know,
When I forgot how to defend myself with silence,
When I forgot relationships are about sacrifice.
When talk is cheap.

Artists of the world have performed - and still are performing the vocals through all possibilities of tone, intonation and strength. One of the major weaknesses of Persian singers was sticking to the standards that were accepted by the public; they didn't dare to discover new ways. I have the feeling that it is changing although they are at the beginning.

It is definitely a lot more difficult for those who know.

This lovely man-made creation, headphone. I really enjoy listening to music by earphones. When I do that walking home from work in Zafar and Jordan and especially when I listen to something psychedelic, it's like watching a clip, sometimes it's like playing in a clip; the clip of your favorite song.

Nothing lasts ...... But nothing is lost.

I'd like to live forever. But only for a little while.

Marking Territories.

Words of hatred won't last for long, maybe a couple of hours.

I saw some creatures tonight,
They were miserable but they could spread the disease.

Words of Hatred

I was used and abused
But they all became slaves to the new dimensions they saw;
... If they only could see
beyond their narrow imaginations.

A philosopher is someone who takes thinking serious.

There are new faces ... ... .. .. . . . In my life.

And only a few will become leaders. I'm not one. Usually one would be able to spread a vibe when he has a well-accepted style or way of thinking and have a will to promote it.. Public look for something like that, they need somebody to assure them, they don't know how to live with doubt.
That's not me, I believe everything is possible. I believe there is a unique way, in a sense, a unique "truth", for everybody. In my world one promote an idea by actions, by becoming an idea. I live in doubt because I see a predictable life too boring to live.
Being a leader is sexy, I admit, but It is a skill out of my capabilities.
I know it's not totally clear ... I'm saying that I'm not comfortable talking about my ideas.

I have sold my soul to a bunch of songs
I have used my body to test some ideas.

For The Record

I've been around, it's been fine and fun. No post with no reason. Well, sometimes I wonder if writing is only a way to free myself of anger, sadness, etc. And I should say it's not. Here I'm writing and I'm not being forced any kind of extreme emotion, just for the record, just for the word.
during this time a lot has happened, this is what I remember:
- I went to Jordan for 3rd time this year.
- I went to Jordan through Bahrain, so I visited the 3rd country of Middle East including United Arab Emirates. I have a lot to say about the visits, cultures and life styles. I really believe I should visit a European country as soon as possible.
- I did an ACID in Masooleh. It's a fantastic place north of Iran.
- I have a new boss, the interesting part is that he is an Afghan guy. So far we have gotten along pretty well.
- I joined a Network Marketing Company called Quest International.
- A very good friend of mine, living in Germany, visited Iran.
- I'm going to a Digital Photography class.
- Together with my cousin, we're going to French sessions.
- I participated in the entrance exam for Social Science in a remote university (is this the right word?)
- I'm in an exciting relationship, a unique experiment.